Graduated

Well I have finally graduated. It feels pretty good. Maybe I'll continue my blog going for while longer. Maybe not. Either way, I can swear now so fuck everyone who cares. HAAHA just kidding.

Weightlifting

Out of this world though, I'm so scifi. Hey, guess what, I don't really care anymore. I am carefree, and that basically means I don't give a crap about anything anymore. I feel like screaming obcinities. WHATEVER! WHATEVER MAN! GOOD FOR WHATEVER! GOOD FOR ME!

FLA is incorrect

What are people eating these days to make themselves so ignorant? When grown folks are saying that Florida's abreviation is FLA, you know something has to be wrong with this world. I just don't understand people anymore. Why don't people like to learn anymore? Learning is fun man, and we need to apply ourselves to it if we ever intend to live to see an intelligent generation.

Prom weekend

I probably should have gone to prom, but I heard it wasn't that great anyways. I probably wouldn't have had any fun anyways. I wish my weekend wouldn't have turned out the way it did though. I worked Friday, and that was great because I haven't been working lately. Saturday was okay, but I would have liked it better under different circumstances I bet. Sunday I played ball and that was about it.

Polar bear

I would be a polar bear, and I would also live in the desert. Then I could tell people that I'm crazier than a pissed off polar bear in the desert. Or maybe even crazier than that. I would live off whale blubber and seal meat in the arctic. Oh well, maybe in another life.

Tree

I would most definetly be a palm tree because it is very warm where the palm tree grows. I would stretch my roots deep into the earth. I can tell you one thing though, I would be awfully board. I guess you could say that I would always focus on the root of my problems.

Let go of the ego

Let go of your ego, and the grace of your spirit shall set you free. I will not let myself be overwhelmed by an unsatisfied ego anymore. I will enjoy life for what it is, and except people for who they are. Some people.

oh yea

Uhh, yeah, you know who it is.
AC 420 man, kick the beat SR. (Right.)
Yeah, I know my raps are sick
and i suck on sticks.
SR so smooth,
and he got nothin to lose.
I love to drink booze,
and smoke a pilly,too.
When AC in ya face,
whatchu gonna do?
DCE represent,
we the Dark Crest Elite.
When I see Andrew again,
I'll certainly skeet skeet.
Now Shawn drop the beat,
While I drop my drawrs.
I love Portland man,
and I'm filthy poor.

Reality

I think that our thoughts have everything to do with our own realitys. I belive that reality is our thoughts and ideas, and that we're living life in a dream world. That is why I do not believe in any religions, because its just another part of ideas believed by the brain. People today are to mixed in with whats going on to realize this. They don't understand that we are the real illusion, and are so called reality is simply a paradox.

Friendship

A friend is someone who makes you better. A friend is someone who gives you a kind of "Your a loser" criticism, but says he/she is joking and tells you to do better next time. A true friend will always be there in bad times no matter where they are or what their doing. Friendship, to me, is one thing that I can take seriously in life. I tend to have strong bonds in friendship.

I can feel it

I can't explain how much better I feel but then again not really at the same time. I need to leave this miserable place and find some place nice. I just hope that it won't all end in sadness one gloomy day. Please say that it won't rain on me, like a smoldering acid of tears.

Just

I need a few facts
about the weekend of last.
What happened on those days?
What happened you ask?
Nothing really I just ran like nine miles and played video games and basketball. Fun, fun, fun, it was all that could be done.

I'm gone

Right now just learning about credit. Talking like I'm on facebook. Babes is at home. Game today. Going to be awesome. Great team, great coach, great life. Track meet yesterday. We owned it. I run this town. Kids don't know whats coming to them. Everyone should know what I'm doing right now. Teachers reading.

If I lived

If I could get by
living in the woods,
I'd be the man to see.
Call me Mr. Goods.
I got what you need,
and a doggie friend.
I got money to blow,
with no store to spend.
My lifestyle is hermit,
I have a crab shell pad.
My life was full of joy.
But now I'm Mr. Sad.

Jesus save us

Man can this be real?
My mind roles off track.
Every time I hear
about kids and crack.
Its not black and white.
Its all red and blue.
The military mosh
Has got a place for you.
Walk along with me.
Kick a rhyme or two.
Right a comment please!
Or I will come unglued.

Say Ahh

I can see your scared
I smell the swelling fear.
Keep a hand in check
and your body clear.
Got two for you
Two what you ask?
A little Wako kid
and a Jason mask.
So whatchu say to that?
Comment for me.
If my rapping sucks
Then I'll let it be.

April Vacation

I sprained my ankle early on in the week. It was during a Sunday night basketball game, but I will not go into details because I looked like a complete idiot when it happened. I basically stayed at home all week because of it, and recieved many vulgar names from a dear friend of mine for being such a wanker and not playing any sports all week. I did however do track conditioning on Wensday with one foot, so give me some credit, right?

Come on

Yo, what the deal be
who the frog got juice?
Crush or crumble a city
you can call me Papoose.
Or mister wash ya face
Crack, slam, and pow!
These rhymes are making no sense
Rhianna take ya bow.
Stupid silly girl,
how bout you get it up?
Hannahs face all funny,
why you lookin like that?
Kick a rhyme about crows
or a hermit who shat.

Sorrow

I have had a number of sorrows this year. Last night I discovered that a friend of old had did of a mix of perscription drugs and alcohol. She was only about 48 or 49, had three kids, and was almost like a second mother to me in the times we used to hang. Her name is Ann Wolfe, and she died on a Tuesday. The world will never know how wonderful she was, do to drugs and alcohol, but I know, and now you know, and thats what counts. May she find peace in death, and I would also like to say that I love her and my afore mentioned friend Dave that I spoke of in another blog. Much love to him as well, and may the see a better after life.

I hate this

I hate computers so much. Especially when there moving super slow. I wish that mankind had never invented such a silly tyranical device. My second biggest pet peeve is technology, specificly these god awful things. I just wish I could grab hold of this thing and either tear it to shreds or through into a fire.

All lifes mistakes

Pet peeve

My biggest pet peeve is likeing someone and having to see them everyday. I have problems telling people how I feel. I wish it would just go away for ever and ever. I never want my kids to feel like this, or their kids. I wish I could just shut up speak my mind or be spoken to before I scream it out in a furious frenzy of f u's.

Dog

I would much rather be a dog because hyena's laugh way to much. Just as long as the people that owned me weren't abusive or neglective. I love to run and dogs can go for ever so I would like it. I don't know how much I would like the food but I guess I wouldn't know any different because I'm a dog. I would most definetly be either a rotwhiler or a pitbull, too.

If I were a cow

If I was a cow, I'd eat all my greens.
I'd be fat as freakin hell, and feed the fast food chains.
Imagine eating greens without farmers harassing
Imagine going to the slaughter house with no trial.
This lifestyle is like living in a god awful cow hell.
If I ruled the cow world
I'd open every pasture in the Americas, send them to India.

Quarter back

I would totally do the whole thing over again. In fact, I would do the whole year over if I could, or maybe even my whole life. Thats all behind me now though and I can't do a thing about it. So I'll just let it all go. Fear, doubt, and disbelief gone, I will amount to something, and show everyone that my life has meaning. I'M AS MAD AS HELL, AND I'M NOT GONNA TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!!!

Get Out

Once upon a time I was sitting at my house and there was the strangest noise coming from the kitchen. So, I got up from the couch and walked over to see what it was. Well dandie frickin doo! I thought, Its a squirrly squirl in my house. So very slowly, I moved closer and closer. Every glance it gave me I froze, and when it turned I moved. Out of the corner of my eye I could see my old tennis racket. So grabbed the racket and lunged at the little devil. I clipped its little fury leg, and it got away.

Prizzom

I don't want to know,
if your going then,
Keep it on the low.
Cause my pockets can't pay for tuxedo's.
But if its cheap then, maybe I will go.
Oh baby, Prom is just for show.
Is much better than a dance?
Much better than a dance babe?
Are you better dressed than me?
Better dressed than me, baby? Oh oh please baby.

Spoon with me

My favorite spoon is one with you.
Its the lastest thing coming in June,
with a chrysler deal and a girsh win tune.
I'll pop the top and leave the room.
What on earth is with the moon?
Please bake me love and come back soon.
Cause I need love like silver spoons.

Not bad

I think its a pretty good day to let loose and joke with your friends. I love it when someone falls for your pranks, and they get all nervous. People can be so gullable some times. Well, more like all the time. I admit that I'm one of those people. If we weren't, we'd all be pretty boring, don't you think?

Training is good

I love to train at five thirty in the morning. I feel so wonderful afterwards. We did 106 pushups, downups, burpies, and jumping jacks a piece this morning. We also did 8 sprints, one was for around the gym, and the other was four down and backs. I can't wait to do it all over tommorrow, and thee next day, and the next day, and the next day.

Can't sleep

When I can't sleep I sometimes get up and have a little food because you can't go to sleep hungry. Or i might just get up and play some video games or something, or if i feel like I didn't get enough exercise I might do some ab workouts or lift a little.

How do you want it

Just one more year for me and I'll be as free as a fo face bird. It's a different kind of freedom, but I will enjoy it just the same. Tonight I need to act in a play infront of most of my family and around a hundred people. I feel pretty good, but how do you feel? How do you want it?

gotcha

I know you want to leave me, cause I refuse to let you know, what I'm doing on a chicken farm, with six pounds of ice on my arm. I don't feel like blogging, so leave this chicken face alone.

Wellness day

I thought it was pretty good. I liked the bandannas that they let us wear. I got all g'd up from the feet up. I thought karate was awesome, and yoga felt great. Volleyball and tug of war were pretty fun to, but I wish we would have had basketball instead.

Dream Restroom

My dream restroom would always have Charmin Ultra double quilted toilet paper in every stall. Every stall would also have for Playboy magazines in them, and these magazines would be changed monthly. There would also be a flat screen T.V on the stall door and on the wall so you can watch it during one or two. The soap to wash your hands would be the greatest smelling soap ever invented, and the smell would stay with you through out the day. Their would be absolutly no hand driers, only super absorbing paper towels. The water fountain outside would not only hold water, but an asortment of sweet juices that are freshly squeezed everyday. I would probably live there, too.

Millwaukee

I just can express how wonderful that I feel about the Celtics loss to my favorite Milwaukee Bucks. Not only that, but a few weeks ago, they lost to the Nets! I feel like today is my birthday. The Bucks finally pull through and take the ultimate win. I can only hope beyond hope that they make it to the playoffs. Please, please Bucks, make it to the playoffs!

Dream Eaters

I had a dream last night that I was in my house and it was suddenly taken over by these big brown spiders. I don't know what this means, but in my dream I was bit a few times.

Knock knock

Hey what you know about getting big stacks and blowin down trees
I've had drops on DL's and LD's.
What the business is?
Who the hell is there?
Get the gwap get the cops get the ICU.
Never seen lines spit out like the way I do.
Please stop the hatin
cause your slumpin my brain
like Dave the Murphy, on the Night Train.

I like big cuts

I like big cuts and I can not lie,
Little abrasions can't deny.
When a cut takes place and there's blood in your face
and there's pain you have to face,
you feel stung.
You want to clean up the cut
but you just don't have the stuff.
So clean it up
tape it
even lacerasions got to shake it.
Your covered in blood.

Blue/Grey

I think that its ok that we have blue and grey days now. Before it kind of sucked because it was always the same classes every single day until second semester. Usually the second semester classes always sucked to. I just hated have constant sitting everyday. I love having gym, so I think its great that we have blue/grey.

I need something

I'm not positive what it is I need, but it sure is something. I only wish I absolutely knew. But eventually I think I will find out. Hopefully soon, but whos to know? There is something itching to come out back there, and I can feel it. We all shall see in time.

If I was a tree

I would probably be a giant redwood tree, so I could live long then any other. Or maybe I would be a palm tree, so there would always be a breeze in my limbs, and it would always be warm too. If I really had to choose to be a tree though, I wouldn't be one, because you can't do anything but sit there and get craped on, as well cut down or broken.

Nicknames

Juelz Smedburger: I have always liked this one because Juelz is the first name of one of my favorite rappers.
Julio Santana: Julio because I like Spanish, and Santana because its the last name of one of my favorite rappers.
Sweatburger: Because I sweat profusely after any kind of sport or activity I do.
T-1000: This is my soccer nickname, because on defense I never give up, and I tend to tell the sweeper, "I'll be back."
The Ghost: Because now you see me, now you don't beezie!

Cake farts

You know what I like the most? Cake farts. Don't they just smell delicious? I think of cake farts as a sublime sense of relieving an all natural plesure. I don't know how to describe it. I can't hold it in for long.

I wake up every Sunday

When you smell my fart, hope it smells like hell, I hope it smells like hell.
When I spray you your face with mase, I hope it hurts like hell, I hope it hurts like hell.
When the cows come home, I hope you hear the bells, I hope you hear the bells.
When I get my grants, I hope I get the Pell, I hope I get the Pell.

Telepathy

I would love to be telepathic, and just so everyone knows, I think that we can be if we just listen harder. You simply need to develope better brain skills, and eventually I'm sure anything is possible. I feel as though I have states of esp now and then, but it could be anything. I also got a shoulder rub from a Chinese man this past week.

Making Money

I have aquirred quite a sense of how to make money during raffels. All you have to do is ask as many people as you can. And sooner or later they will by them from you. I know just about everyone at Valley, so selling tickets is like playing hopscotch.

Video Game

My favorite video game(s) would probably be the Final Fantasy series. Well, at least 7,8,9,and 10. I haven't played all of them so I don't know about the rest. The story lines on these four are simply fantastic though. They bring the characters to you heart, and you actually begin to love them. My second would probably be Gears of War, 1 and 2. The chainsaw gun is super phat, but my favorite gun is the Bowjangles.

Gang Signs

I know a few gang signs that may keep you alive one day. No I'm just kidding, I don't really know anything about gang signs or life. But I will soon enough after I read these books and stuff. They look to me like very interesting as well as educating books, and I can already tell that I'll love both of them.

February Vacation

I will probably just sit at home and study drama with my mom. I will also probably workout like everyday. Also, I may go hangout with J-Twizzle and Patricia some time. Plus I'll probably have to work more than I usually do. Thats about all that I will be doing.

Levitate

I like the whole levitation thing. It's pretty fun to do it, and you can do it to just about anyone. I have done it about four times now and have done it to quite a few people now. The guy that does it is really amazing. I can't remeber his name but if anyone does leave it in my comment. :)

Monopoly

I think that Monopoly would be one awesome game to live in. I would make so much money, it wouldn't even be funny. I don't know how the heck I would manage to get food, but I think it would still be fun. Would I die if I went bankrupt though?

Smarties

I think if I eat enough Smarties one day I'll become a smarty myself. Either that or my teeth will just rot the heck off. Hopefully the later will not come true though.

Coffee

I confess, I drink coffee every darn morning.I wish I hadn't started now, but if I don't drink it I either get a super headache or need to just sleep. I have noticed that by about twelve o'clock I tend to crash though, everyday. I workout at lunchtimeso it makes it harder for me because all of my muscles feel weak. So what do I think of coffee? I think the world could do without it.

Opposites

I think that opposites do tend to attract each other. Black and white are completly opposite, but they fit so well together. The north and south pole are polar opposites, but without each other the world would sieze to exist. The same can be said about love and hate I think, because they always seem to come together in the end, even if at one time they were so far away.

Practice Rules

I love any kind of basketball practice. Its so fun to use all of the energy that you've built up all day. It's also very bonding, because the players with you are going through the same thing that you are, and they can feel your pain. I just love it. Its to bad that I didn't get to play this year.

Accepted

I have been accepted to SMCC and I feel pretty good about it. I wish I could have gone to UMF, but I think that I'm going to go to SMCC for 2 years and then to UMF to be a Fitness Trainer. I would also like to play Rugby if I could.

Rain

Rain fall always made me relax the most. It always makes me sleepy. Rap music also makes me feel calm and it also pumps me up.Drums are very nice too.

9 points

Some times, I think my brain works for me more than it usually does. Last night at the end of my dream, I asked someone if Valley won and by how much. Someone told me they had lost by nine points. This morning I went to school and come to find out, the boys lost by nine points! I don't know how this happens, but I think its my brain working double time for me or something, cause its happened before.

Perfect Day

My perfect day would be with my entire family all together. We would all take a trip to Disney World, with all of my nieces and nephews, because I've never been there before. Thats about it.

Yes Sir

I don't know what to write about. But I will write about how I just got the Iliad I guess. It looks preety cool I guess. I have read a little bit about it in Bullfinch's Mythology.

Please Say The Smedbeezie

Hey guys it's me again. And once again, I have nothing to write about. Please comment on my blogs people! you can even write bad stuff about them I don't care. If you want, you can tell me I'm the worst blogger guy on earth, and I won't care. Or just say something to make me laugh. I'm down for whatever. Just hit up Smed S Beezie, pleasy. Haha just joking.

Genie

I know that games rigged. He got Ol' Dirty Basterd and thats just weird. But its pretty cool I guess. Its like that 21 question thing but better. I stumped that foo though, the cheating honky Genie boo boo the foo so and so. HAHAHAHAHA!!

Buddah

I think that it is so cool that Buddist monks rap it up. I wish everyone would rap like that, to make people happy I mean. What I want to see is a Buddist monk do some super fab kung fu flying monkey splits like mad crazy brothers of the earth. Then they can go and grow some trees in the park and stuff.

Hotel

Girl you wanna come to my hotel, baby i wont give you my room key.
Just climb up the wall on the side of the building,
and I'll let you in so we can watch a movie.
So if you want to come to my hotel, all you got to do is climb like a cat b.
Cause I have very litle money,
and their checking rooms at six in the morning.

Magic Wand

Well, I can tell you one thing, I wouldn't be useing it on my phone. I would probably start turning people into newts, and fly myself in a magic bubble through space. I would also make magic food plentiful to starving people, and magically do asll of my homework with it. I would also become the master of the universe, because no one could mess with my magic wand.

Zombies

I feel like the whole world is full of zombies. Maybe it was a good thing I read the Zombie Survival Guide. Or more like the world is full of vampires, sucking the blood straight out from the Earth. The cycle must stop, and the corporations need to close down. All of the things that matter don't anymore, and no one listens.

Unbelievable

I can't belive what happens every minute of our lives. People don't even care though. Almost 200,000 pounds is wasted every minute, and 20 children or people starve to death. Tihs is absolutly insane, and I can't take the cruelty of others much longer. Somebody has to do something, or everyone is doomed.

Pink Lightning

It was completely silent, in my glass house. When a crash came through to my ears, like the sound of stones in a quarry of thunder. Lightning struck, and my vision was pink.There was a melteallic sound, that of metal I think. And then a bang from the crash of the door, and my feet slipped out and I was on the floor. As I look up, I saw the figure, who would end the life of my dishonest mind. His axe was sharp, and it cut me deep, but alas!this was the tool that awakend my sleep.

Onomonapia

My first reaction to being shot was a long, owww. Then the blood of my wound went drip drip drip, and I realized nw how deaf I had become from the incredibly loud bang that had been the cause of my painful perdicament. The gun shot wound was so big that the whooshing of the wind echoed through it. CRASH!

Bingo!

I believe I've made a bingo! BINGO! Hahaha I love that movie. They are a bunch of inglorious basterds.

Just Blaze

Just a little, blaze for me
I keep a little craze in me.
Sleep is like a daze you see.
When I walk in to class I know
its not the place to be.
So just blaze and wait patiently
even when your mind seems like its wasted b.
I need a little taste a cream.
Keep this flow vibing for years
and see how many tears, deaths, and fears
Come to life like frankenstein,
and if I waste your time,
its ok cause you've already been a waste a mine.
Just Blaze.

Rappers Delight

I hail from a town called Bingham, ME.
Where almost everyone
has the same last name.
If your not down with Boston,
your a sinner here.
Plenty of hicks with Marb's,
and Budweiser beer.
The guys like Taylor and the girls like Tim.
Physical fitness is gone,
so the pickins are slim.
To weightlift at Valley is simlpy taboo,
So come on down, don't be afraid!
Cause here if your 18, you can date people in third grade.

My Holidays

Lets just say, they weren't that great. It was pretty cool though I guess, cause I got the dumbells I wanted. The food was spectacular though, pork roast, potatos, brustle sprouts, and macaronni salad. I got to see a lot of my family to, well, some of them. I thought it was good and I'm tired of talking about it, so thats where I will end this blog.